Betrayal is what I am feeling. I am so angry and frustrated. Mr. Wonderful took a look at this blog. You know the place I come and write down all of the crazy fucked up things going on in my head. Yup, he read my entry about his and my flaws and COMMENTED. And the comment seemed to be focused on one or two things I’d said about sex. See that guy “Randy” well that is Mr. Wonderful. Take your bow Mr. W. And then exit stage left.
So what does this mean. Do I have to change my blog name or location on the web? Can I trust him not to do this again? How do I know that he hasn’t read every entry. HAS HE READ EVERY ENTRY!?! What the fuck Mr. Wonderful! I know you were trying to gain some insight, but this was not the way to go about it.It’s one thing if I say you can read it, another thing if you’re telling me you wouldn’t read and then sneak on and then fucking COMMENT on my own thoughts and feelings!
This all started because last night I got a little too confident and cocky about where things were going between us. I started looking at engagement rings and wedding rings. I am female so sometimes these kind of daydreams come about. I made the mistake of showing him some of this stuff. Awkwardness followed. Maybe I should have never started this whole mess of a conversation in the first place.
Mr. Wonderful, you are now going to be referred to as WTF Dude until I can figure out how I feel on all of this.
Biggigity Switch 