A lot has happened since I last complained about life and about Mick. Mick is no more. I never heard from him again. I never bothered to try and contact him again. If I ever heard from him I think I’d start laughing at this point. What a jerk!
I still haven’t had a job interview that results in a job. I’m applying and get interviews and all that. Just nothing has happened. I’m going to keep working at it! There has got to be something out there for me.
I’ve started talking to someone new. We met in person yesterday after talking for like 2 weeks on the phone and Facetime. I’m not sure what is going to happen. He’s very sweet and caring. But he also has a disability, he had a stroke several years ago and sometimes it effects his understanding. For the most part we communicate well. BUT I have noticed he kind of acts like…. a clingy boyfriend.
He has already dropped an L bomb, to which I responded that I was in no way ready for that. He understood. He wants a lot of reassurance that I like him. He wants to wait to have sex. He has asked me about ghosting and shit like that. I also let him know I don’t ghost, because of the Mick situation. Honesty is best right?
So I’m not 100% which way this is going to go with the new guy. I like him a lot. But I’m hoping he can trust that I like him, and relax a little bit.